Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cuz it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that this sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin'

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why

Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I'm doin' my hair
Preparing for another date

A kiss up on my cheek
As he reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long

Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know

Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...

...a murderer